No more hair! How I kicked my ego in the face.

 This semester has been fantastic. As far as performing goes I've grown a great amount since January. I had my final performance in performance lab and it went great! My nerves weren't nearly as bad, and I actually sounded pretty good! After the performance my professor gave me a huge hug and told me how proud she was of my improvement. I still have some work to do of course, but now that I've gotten over this hurdle I can begin to improve my performance in other areas. I have pretty much conquered this fear. Now I must kick another one in the face.

I've been thrilled with the idea of shaving my head for a while. I was excited to do it! Until I actually decided to do it. Once the decision was made every fear possible came to the surface. You know, "I'm going to look like a dude", "my dad will hate it", "I won't be cool anymore", "there will be nothing unique about me (which is total bullshit!)", and other crazy worries. The ego doesn't like uncertainty.

Despite being afraid I decided to shave my head anyway. Whatever fears that will arise from this I'll deal with them when they come. And so I did it...

And here is the proof.
 



I got over all those silly assumptions and shaved my head. I am sort of still in shock, and I haven't been out in public yet; but my friends have been extremely supportive and I feel really good at the moment.

Don't let the silly things your mind comes up with stop you from doing something awesome. Whatever it is most likely won't turn out as disastrous as you may think!

I also have the video to share with you! I can't believe all that hair was on my head!

What awesome fears have you overcome lately? How did it feel to do those things?

Stay awesome!

Metta,
Dyamond

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